lori don't read this.

yesterday i asked myself whether or not i would cry if we broke up. i am. a lot. and the dashboard isn't helping. especially the fact that this is the song.....the song of the first sleepover. yea. here come the tears again.

i love how on aim you can pretend that you're feeling fine, when you're sitting here crying.

she said we rushed into things. weren't friends long enough. she's felt like that for awhile. but never told me. i wish she had. thank you mel. <<*no sarcasm*

she said she wants to take a break. just be friends for now. take a break....just be friends....cliche upon cliche, upon cliche.

she's still coming to school on friday...

i'm bringing the coat back to life

i want to sleepover at lehua's house after prom. so i don't have to hear my mom bitch at me. i don't like her bitching at me.

i wish i could just run away from my entire life

quotes of the day:
"why does life have to suck?"
"because you have blood running in your veins and your brain is fully functional."

i've started to understand lehua's fascination with exacto's.

i think i'll go cry myself to sleep now